Well, I believe January was the last time I wrote! Wow, it doesn't seem like it's been that long! I am sorry!
I'll admit it, I'll be honest. I am feeling very down. I was in Arkansas over Christmas. Don't get me wrong...it was a great trip. I have a wonderful time. But coming back was harder than I expected. It's not that I wanted to stay, per say...it was mostly just that I had to say goodbye...AGAIN. And on top of that I am broke (despite my hard work) and stressing out and feeling somewhat alone in all of this. So I guess I just wanted some prayer. Please pray for me...that I'll get through this month's bills, that I will not loose faith, and that I will not feel so alone! thanks, everyone!
Well, it is the holidays. I love this time of year. There are very few things I love like I love Christmas time. I love the aura, the music, the way the air smells, the family time, the wonderful thing this time represents...it just makes me happy.
I don't know if you have ever looked at something and instantly felt the impulse to cry. Not something sad, but something beautiful, something so full of glorious beauty and wonder that you are overcome by an indomitable urge to fall flat, tears streaming down your face induced by the mere majesty of God's creation. If you haven't, you need to come to Washington and take a drive through the Snoqualmie Mountains. It is impossible not to glimpse God in this place, especially when it is covered in snow.
For those of you who do not know, I have been back in Arkansas since Wednesday. I came back for my good friend Ruth's wedding, which was on Saturday. I came a few days early and have stayed a few days after to spend some time with my family and some friends!
my friends...there was a bear running around arlington today...
Posted by CorrieIt has been a month since my last post, when I told you about my growing passion for the tribe I have been drawing close to (as far as names and such goes pertaining to this, I am going to do my best not to mention any or change them if I must. It could be a somewhat sensitive and do not want to cause any trouble if anyone should stumble across this blog). Since then, I have been a good amount of time with Cerissa's family and I feel i have truly been accepted in.
Sitting in the middle of a clearing in the middle of the night with the full moon shining down on the whole scene brighter than i knew was possible. Complete silence. Quieter than most people could probably comprehend. It's a clearing in the mountains of British Columbia. I had never seen anything like it. And, excuse me, but I have seen quite a lot in my few years. As far as I am concerned, it surpasses Slovakia by far, France by quite a bit, and South Africa and Italy by just a small piece. It is interesting how much more one is able to feel God in a place such this one, in complete silence, utter stillness, magnificent beauty.